third_firn=i'm not the widowmaker
third_firn_widowmaker=i'm not the widowmaker
third_firn_widowmaker_A_start=our story's end
third_firn_widowmaker_2_goldridge=wons gnitlem
third_firn_widowmaker_3_mirrortragic=mirror tragic
third_firn_widowmaker_4_widowmaker=widowmaker
third_firn_widowmaker_5_artacademy=art academy
third_firn_widowmaker_6_field2=our story's end (reprise)
poem_third_firn_widowmaker_A=

idwidowmaker_poem=
it's calm, we sit in this small field
it's dark, it's night, we saunter through the stars
they say we aren't great but we will thrive
and see our story's end
~
it's calm, we stand in this small field
softly standing, dancing through the stars
they say we aren't great but we will thrive
and see our stories end
~
it's calm
i sit
in this small field
it's dark
it's night
i'm still here wondering
if all that i've worked for...

idwidowmaker_widowmaker=
[MADELINE left sad]hello. i haven't brought anything.
...i know it's been four months since i last came here.
sorry for that.
i haven't done much. haven't drawn anything, haven't made much music.
[MADELINE left normal]{1}i know you understand.
i haven't had any visitors, {0.5}either. [MADELINE left sadder]{1}odd, it seems.
[KAIROS]...
[MADELINE left sad]um..{0.5} do you-
[MADELINE left sadder]nevermind.
[MADELINE left normal]i started a little garden! growing some thyme.
i'm thinking of maybe adding some dill.
[KAIROS]...
[MADELINE left sad]my home is still as quiet as ever,{1} just me.
[MADELINE left sadder]...
[KAIROS]go back where you came
[MADELINE left distracted]huh?
[KAIROS]go back where you came
[MADELINE left sad]why? is something wrong?
[KAIROS]...
[KAIROS]go back where you came
[MADELINE left sadder]i understand.


idwidowmaker_unused1=
[MADELINE left sadder]...
i've given up.
[NOONE]four months.
four months you were given, firn.
you expect something from me? {2}{#0000ff}forgiveness{#ffffff}? {2}{#ff0000}praise{#ffffff}?
i expect next to nothing from you, and what do you offer?
[MADELINE left sadder]nothing.
[NOONE]then stay here no longer.
this {#888888}contest {#ffffff}isn't for you.
it's for the {~}people {/~}who actually put the work in.
[MADELINE left angry]you don't understand! i have suffered over this for the past four months.
[NOONE]well it clearly doesn't show.
leave.
[MADELINE left sad]...
[NOONE]yeah you know it.
everyone else would jump at the idea of making a map about {~}that{/~}.
[MADELINE left angry]what, no!?! that's not . what this is.
[NOONE]you know what a widowmaker is, right?
[MADELINE left angry]i'm not-
[MADELINE left sad]...
[MADELINE left sadder]i'm not the widowmaker.
[NOONE]yeah, yeah, go on. speak your heart out or something.
this is still not going down well.
[MADELINE left angry]fuck you!
[NOONE]?
[MADELINE left angry]i'm leaving.
[NOONE]again, this won't change a thing.
but okay.
[MADELINE left sad]

idwidowmaker_wonsgnitlem=
[MADELINE left sad]if i told him would he like it.
would he like it if i told him.
would he like it would napoleon would napoleon would would he like it.
if napoleon if i told him if i told him if napoleon. would he like it if i told him if i told him if napoleon.
would he like it if napoleon if napoleon if i told him. if i told him if napoleon if napoleon if i told him.
if i told him would he like it would he like it if i told him.
now.
not now.
and now.
now.
exactly as as kings.
feeling full for it.
exactitude as kings
so to beseech you as full as for it.
exactly or as kings.
shutters shut and open so do queens. 
shutters shut and shutters and so shutters shut and shutters and so and so shutters and so shutters shut and so shutters shut and shutters and so.
and so shutters shut and so and also. and also and so and so and also.
exact resemblance to exact resemblance the exact resemblance as exact resemblance, exactly as resembling, exactly resembling, exactly in resemblance exactly and resemblance.
for this so. because.
now actively repeat at all, now actively repeat at all, now actively repeat at all.
have hold and hear, actively repeat at all.
i judge judge.
as a resemblance to him.
who comes first. napoleon the first.
who comes too coming coming to, who goes there, as they go they share, who shares all, all is as all as as yet or as yet.
now to date now to date. now and now and date and the date.
who came first napoleon at first. who came first napoleon the first.
who came first, napoleon first.
presently.
exactly do they do.
first exactly.
exactly do they do.
first exactly.
and first exactly.
exactly do they do.
and first exactly and exactly.
and do they do.
at first exactly and first exactly and do they do.
the first exactly.
and do they do.
the first exactly.
at first exactly.
first as exactly.
as first as exactly.
presently.
as presently.
as as presently.
he he he he and he and he and and he and he and he and and as and as he and as he and he.
he is and as he is, and as he is and he is, he is and as he and he and as he is and he and he and and he and he.
can curls rob can curls quote, quotable.
as presently.
as exactitude.
as trains.
has trains.
has trains.
as trains.
as trains.
presently.
proportions.
presently.
as proportions as presently.
farther and whether.
was there was there was there what was there was there what was there was there there was there.
whether and in there.
as even say so.
one.
i land.
two.
i land.
three.
the land.
three
the land.
three.
the land.
two
i land.
two
i land.
one
i land.
two
i land.
as a so.
the cannot.
a note.
they cannot
a float.
they cannot.
they dote.
they cannot.
they as denote.
miracles play.
play fairly.
play fairly well.
a well.
as well.
as or as presently.
let me recite what history teaches. {1}history teaches.
...
gertrude stein

idwidowmaker_unused2=
[NOONE]you don't even know what story you want to tell.
[MADELINE left angry]...
[NOONE]a story can be many things, firn.
this is not one of them.
[MADELINE left sad]what does that matter.
[NOONE]many things, many things.
for one. the {#888888}contest{#ffffff}.
you'll never make something as good as little spoon, firn.
[MADELINE left sad]my ideas, my ideas, my ideas, [MADELINE left angry]i can't      [NOONE]rest. give up. go away.
[MADELINE left sad]you know i can't do that.
[NOONE]you have to do that.
are you just going to copy your earlier ideas forever?
it all just crumbles into dust.

idwidowmaker_end=
[KAIROS]the water is beautiful.
you can try to carry it, but it only falls out of your grasp.
you can try to move it, but it only spreads thinner.
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[MADELINE left sad]i'll miss you, {0.5}{#a890c3}kairos{#ffffff}.

idwidowmaker_cliff1=
date: 7/2/97
it's extra cold this february. each day i wake up freezing.
i'm going on another trip up the mountain. i'm wanting to reach the shelter by sundown.
- gabriel

idwidowmaker_cliff2=
date: 8/2/97
i was able to reach the shelter on time. it's decrepit. the door doesn't shut right.
will it be alright? probably. will it turn out fine? that's hard to tell from here.
it's the morning now, and i should reach the final shelter by noon if all goes well. 
- gabriel

idwidowmaker_cliff3=
date: 8/2/97
my plans have not gone as expected. 
i didn't reach the final shelter until well past sundown. 
luckily there was a lamp outside, else i wouldn't have seen it. 
i should reach the peak tomorrow.
- gabriel

idwidowmaker_firn=
[FIRN]it's empty out there.
nothing for you.
[MADELINE left sad]{0.5}who are you?
[FIRN]firn.
i'm not meant to be in here.
[MADELINE left sadder]where are we?
[FIRN]i can't tell you that.
[MADELINE left upset]...
what do you mean by that?
[FIRN]i physically can't. 
this place doesn't have a name, a location, anything. not that i know of.
[MADELINE left sadder]...
what are you doing here?
[FIRN]enjoying the view.
there's not much of one, though.
[MADELINE left sadder]is there a way to leave?
[FIRN]yeah, just fall down from here.
[MADELINE left sad]...oh.
what about you?
[FIRN]{0.5}.{0.5}.{0.5}.{0.5}i can't leave.
[MADELINE left sad]huh?
[FIRN]sorry.

idwidowmaker_confrontation=
[KAIROS]nonsense.
that's all this is.{0.5} nonsense.
what have you to prove?
[MADELINE left upset]why did you tell me to leave?
[KAIROS]you know what a widowmaker is?
[MADELINE left sad]{0.5}.{0.5}.{0.5}.{0.5}no?
[KAIROS]when a tree dies, it becomes unstable.
it can fall to the ground easily.
if someone were to rest under one and it to fall, then it can kill them.
[MADELINE left sadder]{0.5}.{0.5}.{0.5}.
[KAIROS]you like finishing things.
and yet you have abandoned many countless projects.
you start anew, so that you don't rest.
{0.5}.{0.5}.{0.5}.
you are the widowmaker
and you are the one who sleeps.