Nyan_FieldOfPinkAndGold_FieldOfPinkAndGold= THE FIELD OF PINK AND GOLD
Nyan_FieldOfPinkAndGold= Nyan MTC4
poem_Nyan_FieldOfPinkAndGold_FieldOfPinkAndGold_A= Copies Are Monochrome.


FOPG_1=
It is blissfully easy to ignore.
And it only becomes a problem when I ignore it.
It really is, plain and simple, very easy.
I still can't be bothered.

FOPG_2=
At some point I get comfortable.
And when I'm comfortable, I get lazy.
And when I get lazy, I make people upset.
And when they're upset, I get upset.
And when I'm upset, I'm uncomfortable.
So, I'm just stuck there.
Lazy and uncomfortable.

FOPG_3=
I will hurt you, over and over again.
And every time I hurt you enough for you to call it out.
I'll apologize.
Sometimes, I really mean it.
Sometimes, I don't.

FOPG_4=
I don't feel a need to say what's on my mind.
Sometimes it feels like I'd rather stew in my own misery instead of ask for help.
Deeper I go.

FOPG_5=
Sometimes, I'll do little calculated things to make me look better.
A little white lie here and there to preserve my character.
Isn't that world you perceive better than this one?

FOPG_6=
I don't give anything my all anymore.
At some point, I just stopped.
I feel disgusting.
I don't want to hurt anyone anymore.

FOPG_7=
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I will burn this field of Pink and Gold to ash.
It's...
It's all in my head.
Until it isn't.
It only gets out of my head because I got lazy.
Well.
That's it.
No more being lazy.
Really, I mean it.
And I'll prove it.
By burning this entire place down.
And what blooms beneath the soot...
Some other colors, probably.
It will be better than it is now.
No more of this cycle of hurting people.
I choose love.
I choose strength.
I choose compassion.
I choose dedication.
I choose myself.
And I choose you.