# NOTES:
# The # Symbol at the start of a line counts as a Comment. To include in dialog, use a \#
# The . Symbol will cause a pause unless escaped with \. (ex: Mr. Oshiro has a pause, Mr\. Oshiro does not)
# Newlines automatically create a Page Break, unless there is an {n} command on the previous line
# Commands: Anything inside of curly braces {...} is a command and should not be translated.

# Inline Text Commands:
# {~}wavy text{/~}
# {!}impact text{/!}
# {>> x}changes speed at which characters are displayed{>>}
# {# 000000}this text is black{#} (uses HEX color values)
# {+MENU_BEGIN} inserts the dialog from the MENU_BEGIN value (in English, "CLIMB")
# {n} creates a newline, without a page break
# {0.5} creates a 0.5 second pause
# {big}this text is large{/big}

# Gameplay Control Commands (should never change)
# {trigger x} this triggers an in-game event
# {anchor} controls the visual position of the textbox in-game

# [PLAYER left NORMAL]
# {font Awelier 64}
# {ph_trigger set_flag center_dialog true}

# [MADELINE left ZZZ]
# {font Renogare 64}
# {ph_trigger set_flag center_dialog false}

whoami_whereami_overworld=Celeste
whoami_whereami_gallery=Gallery
whoami_whereami_theinternet=The Internet
whoami_whereami_wheredoibelong=I DONT BELONG HERE
# whoami_whereami_wheredoibelong_postcard=For the best map experience, your game window settings may be adjusted.{n}{n}{# FF0000}Please avoid modifying them.{#}

# ----- OVERWORLD -----

# These are split up into five dialog IDS to make it easier for me to handle events via code
# I could make my own triggers, but I really don't have the energy to do that

# at some point while working on this i learned about events, this should've just been done with events.

whoami_overworldcutscene_first=
    [MADELINE left SAD]
    Do you know where we are?

whoami_overworldcutscene_second=
    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    I don't know where I am... {1.0}{n}or even how I got here. {1.0}

    {font Awelier 64}
    {ph_trigger set_flag center_dialog true}
    [PLAYER left NORMAL]
    :whoami/whereami/memoryc::whoami/whereami/memory:, :whoami/whereami/memory: :whoami/whereami/memoryd: :whoami/whereami/memory:.

whoami_overworldcutscene_third=
    {font Renogare 64}
    {ph_trigger set_flag center_dialog false}
    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    I understand.

    [MADELINE left SAD]
    ...

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    ...

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    I need to find a way out of this place.

whoami_overworldcutscene_fourth=
    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    I don't know how I got here

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    I'm not supposed to be here

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    I don't belong here{0.5}

whoami_overworldcutscene_fifth=
    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    {0.5}{*}I don't belong here.{/*}{0.5}

    {font Awelier 64}
    {ph_trigger set_flag center_dialog true}
    [PLAYER left NORMAL]
    :whoami/whereami/memoryd: :whoami/whereami/memoryb::whoami/whereami/memoryc: :whoami/whereami/memory: :whoami/whereami/memory:. :whoami/whereami/memoryc: :whoami/whereami/memoryd: :whoami/whereami/memory: :whoami/whereami/memoryb::whoami/whereami/memory: :whoami/whereami/memoryd:.

    {font Renogare 64}
    {ph_trigger set_flag center_dialog false}
    [MADELINE left SAD]
    No, I'm leaving. {0.5}

    [MADELINE left SAD]
    I'm going to find a way out of here.

# ----- GALLERY -----

whoami_gallery_picture1=
    {font Awelier 64}
    [MEMORY left NORMAL]
    :whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memoryc: :whoami/whereami/memoryb::whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memoryd: :whoami/whereami/memoryd::whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memory::whoami/whereami/memoryd::whoami/whereami/memoryb:.

    [MEMORY right NORMAL]
    :whoami/whereami/memoryd: :whoami/whereami/memoryd: :whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memoryc: :whoami/whereami/memoryb::whoami/whereami/memoryc:.{auto true}

    [MEMORY left NORMAL]
    {auto false}:whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memoryc: :whoami/whereami/memoryd: :whoami/whereami/memoryc:.

    [MEMORY left NORMAL]
    :whoami/whereami/memoryb::whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memoryd: :whoami/whereami/memoryc: :whoami/whereami/memoryc: :whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memoryb:.

    [MEMORY left NORMAL]
    :whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memory::whoami/whereami/memoryd: :whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memory: :whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memoryd: :whoami/whereami/memory:.

    [MEMORY right NORMAL]
    :whoami/whereami/memoryc: :whoami/whereami/memoryd: :whoami/whereami/memory: :whoami/whereami/memoryd: :whoami/whereami/memory: :whoami/whereami/memoryd: :whoami/whereami/memoryb:?

    [MEMORY right NORMAL]
    :whoami/whereami/memoryc:, :whoami/whereami/memoryd: :whoami/whereami/memory: :whoami/whereami/memory: :whoami/whereami/memory: :whoami/whereami/memoryc: :whoami/whereami/memoryb::whoami/whereami/memoryd::whoami/whereami/memory:.

    [MEMORY left NORMAL]
    :whoami/whereami/memory: :whoami/whereami/memoryc: :whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memoryb::whoami/whereami/memoryb:, :whoami/whereami/memory: :whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memoryb::whoami/whereami/memory: :whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memoryb: :whoami/whereami/memory: :whoami/whereami/memory: :whoami/whereami/memoryd:.

    {ph_trigger set_flag center_dialog true}
    [PLAYER left NORMAL]
    ...

    {font Renogare 64}
    {ph_trigger set_flag center_dialog false}
    [MADELINE left SAD]
    ...

    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    That memory is mine. I remember that night.

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}I wasn't supposed to hear any of that conversation.{/*}

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}I just thought the place I'd feel safest was behind the curtain.{/*}

whoami_gallery_picture2=
    {font Renogare 64}
    {ph_trigger set_flag center_dialog false}
    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    That same night I stayed behind the curtains for another ten to fifteen minutes.

    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    I couldn't imagine losing :whoami/whereami/memoryb::whoami/whereami/memoryc:.

    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    My grip on the world around me is incredibly shaky.

    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    What even would be the point if I lost one of the few things I care about.

    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    ...

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}I hate these stairs so much.{/*}

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    ...

    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    If you skip the top step, they're almost silent and you can jump the rest of the way down.

    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    It hurts a bit to land that hard, {*}but nobody needs to know.{/*}

whoami_gallery_photographer=
    {font Renogare 64}
    {ph_trigger set_flag center_dialog false}
    [PHOTOGRAPHER right NORMAL]
    Hurry and close the door, you're letting the light in.

    {ph_trigger walk 24}

    [PHOTOGRAPHER right NORMAL]
    I hope you understand the defects that could cause to the photos.

    [MADELINE left SAD]
    Sorry, I didn't mean to disturb you, I was just passing through the area and reminiscing on the past.

    [PHOTOGRAPHER right NORMAL]
    Of course, as one does. {0.5}Though, what brings you to my darkroom so far out here?

    [MADELINE left SAD]
    I honestly don't know where I am, so I've been exploring trying to find out.

    [MADELINE left SAD]
    It's nice to meet somebody else, but I still can't stop thinking that I'm not supposed to be here.

    [PHOTOGRAPHER right NORMAL]
    Ah, I see.

    [PHOTOGRAPHER right NORMAL]
    Right now you're in the Memory Gallery.

    [PHOTOGRAPHER right NORMAL]
    Not intending to be rude, I'll have to agree that you don't belong here, especially not in my darkroom.

    [MADELINE left SAD]
    I sort of got the feeling.

    [PHOTOGRAPHER right NORMAL]
    It's nothing against you, it's just that there are memories developing in here that you wouldn't want to see.

    [MADELINE left SAD]
    I've already seen enough, I understand. {0.5}{n}I'll find my way to the door.

whoami_gallery_picture3=
    {font Renogare 64}
    {ph_trigger set_flag center_dialog false}
    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}The photo developer is right.{/*}

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}I don't belong here.{/*}

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}But those memories are already {n}burned into my eyes.{/*}

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}I'm going to escape some day. {n}I need to get out of here.{/*}

    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    {*}...{/*}

# ----- THE INTERNET -----

# leaving this in here, but this was the original idea for the intro to map 2, i never got around to including it
# i just wasn't very happy with how it was written. i think my one "fuck" to stay "pg-13" is better placed elsewhere. or nowhere.
# recycled the part at the end for later though
whoami_theinternet_intro=
    I need to disappear, just for a little bit. I don't belong here.
    ​
    I'll go see what my friends are doing right now.
    ...
    ​
    Everybody is either too busy to talk, or offline. Fuck.

whoami_theinternet_rider=
    I've wanted to learn and understand codemodding for a long time now, and I've recently got quite good.
    ​
    At least, that's what I hear from others. I don't know if it's a collective group lying or real anymore.
    I want to do something nobody has ever done before, but at this point I'm realizing that only is possible in the Celeste community.
    ​
    The things I make are so distant from what people want in a "Celeste map" though, that the biggest criticism I get is
    "It's not Celeste anymore. Why don't you just make your own game at this point?"
    ​
    I feel like even if I'm "quite good" at codemodding, I dont belong here either way.
    The things I make are nothing more than something to smile and nod at, and forget about in a week.
    ​
    I might just move on to being a game developer after I finally quit. 
    Maybe that's what I'll do once I'm done with this map and you're reading this right now.

whoami_theinternet_discord=
    Discord has been my main means of connection to people for nearly half of my life now. It's kind of sad.
    ​
    Every time I'm shoved away from somewhere I just keep coming back like a moth to a lamp.
    A lamp doesn't do it justice, a butterfly to sun. Get your screenshot, check it out guys, megalophobia.
    ​
    All of my friends are in the depths of some secret project, one that I was never invited to.
    One that could only have been mentioned to me saying I'm not in it, never an invitation.
    ​
    Every time I make something new I make it bigger and better, brighter and flashier, but it doesn't help.
    Nothing I create ever feels like it's enough. Nothing I do leads me to feel welcome anywhere.
    ​
    I'm terrified that once again all of my friends will find somewhere new without me, and jump ship again.
    I don't belong here.

whoami_theinternet_ilspy=
    I don't ever feel like I really know what I'm doing in coding, because I've never trying to formally learn it.
    Always when I'm making something I forget dumb basic things, and I have to open ILSpy to copy from somewhere.
    ​
    Oh, this entity needs nodes? I'll just copy it from Badeline orbs.
    Oh, I want to render a 3D model? I'll just copy it from the Overworld scene.
    ​
    I feel so dumb when I spend an hour bruteforcing numbers in matrix math until something works out.
    When I'm compared to anyone else, I really feel like I don't belong in the list of "good codemodders" in the community.
    ​
    Despite everything here too, I'd say that I still don't fit in either. 
    Not even my code is truly my own. It was written by everyone who came before me.
    ​
    If you don't believe me somehow, decompile my code with ILSpy when you're done here. It's encouraged.

whoami_theinternet_aseprite=
    I've been getting better at pixel art, but when I see the things others make, I feel like I'm a nobody.
    ​
    I'm really inspired by people like Spooooky or ThySirSlime for their ability to make such detailed art
    while still working at such a small scale.
    ​
    I strive so hard to get better at pixel art, but no matter how much effort I put in I feel like I don't belong
    around the groups of friends I have that are always so much better at it than me.
    ​
    It's weird to think that despite my efforts to improve and the things I show off, I'm never asked to make art for anything.
    How am I supposed to even begin to get better if I'm never given chances to try?

whoami_theinternet_loenn=
    Loenn changed my life, for the better. If I didn't have an outlet to create what I do, I don't know if I'd still be here.
    I understand that some people have problems with how Loenn is maintained, but I still feel like I see way too much hate for the team behind it.
    ​
    I disagree strongly with no team members being added, and a lot of PRs getting rejected or ignored. It feels bad.
    Celeste is such a community focused game, especially in the modding community. Having the editor be open source but be neglected sucks.
    ​
    At the same time though, I feel like people don't appreciate enough the fact that it exists. Ahorn before it too.
    It hurts a lot to see the people who have stuck around for years to make the editor everyone uses be treated like they don't belong here either.
    ​
    What the hell am I even doing here then if I actually contribute nothing?

# ----- I DONT BELONG HERE -----

whoami_belonging_heres=
    {font Renogare 64}
    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}I DON'T BELONG HERE{/*}

whoami_belonging_note=
    {font Renogare 64}
    [MADELINE left SAD]
    Even in a world of my own memories, I don't belong here.

    [MADELINE left SAD]
    I need to leave this place behind.

    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    ...

    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    {*}It hurts.{/*}

whoami_belonging_house=
    {font Renogare 64}
    {anchor bottom}
    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    I don't think I can call this place {*}home.{/*}

    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    {*}I don't think I can call anywhere home anymore.{/*}

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    ...

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}I don't belong here.{/*}

whoami_belonging_nobody=
    {font Renogare 64}
    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}I wish there was anybody to talk to about this.{/*}

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}Even a single person who could understand.{/*}

    [MADELINE left SADDER]
    ...

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}It doesn't matter anyway.{/*}

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}Everybody is always too busy to talk, or offline.{/*}

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}What's the point when nobody is here.{/*}

whoami_belonging_fallingforever=
    {font Renogare 64}
    {anchor middle}
    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}Do you understand how much it hurts to forever be in freefall.{/*}

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}To have nobody to be there to catch you.{/*}
    
    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}To never be safe anywhere.{/*}

    [MADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}{~}To not belong anywhere.{/~}{/*}

    {trigger 0 glitchy fg and static}

    [GLMADELINE left PANIC]
    ...

    [GLMADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}{~}It rips me apart. {0.5}It tears at my skin.{/~}{/*}

    [GLMADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}{~}I don't belong a{0.1}n{0.1}y{0.1}w{0.1}h{0.1}e{0.1}r{0.1}e{0.1}.{/~}{/*}

    [GLMADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}{~}It couldn't be more crystal clear to me.{/~}{/*}

    [GLMADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}{~}I need to get out of this hell.{/~}{/*}

whoami_belonging_fallentoofar=
    {font Renogare 64}
    {anchor middle}
    [GLMADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}IT'S FAR TOO LATE TO RECOVER FROM HOW FAR I'VE FALLEN.{/*}

    [GLMADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}I DONT BELONG HERE.{/*}

    {anchor top}
    {font Awelier 64}
    [GLMADELINE right PANIC]
    {*}I NEVER HAVE.{/*}

    {font Renogare 64}
    {anchor bottom}
    [LOSTMEMORY left PANIC]
    {*}NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU PRETEND IT'S NOT TRUE, NOTHING WILL CHANGE.{/*}

    {font Awelier 64}
    {anchor middle}
    [GLMADELINE left PANIC]
    {*}...{/*}

whoami_belonging_fallentoofar2=
    {font Awelier 64}
    [LOSTMEMORY right PANIC]
    {*}I don't belong here.{/*}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}{0.5}.

whoami_belonging_ending2=
    {font Awelier 64}
    {ph_trigger set_flag center_dialog true}
    [PLAYER left NORMAL]
    I'm leaving now, I hope at least somebody can understand.

whoami_belonging_ending3=
    {font Awelier 64}
    {ph_trigger set_flag center_dialog true}
    [PLAYER left NORMAL]
    Maybe one day we'll see each other again.